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Last Thursday, in ESL period, we need to be in a random group of 5. When it's come to a random group, it's really make me worried because, I don't want to work together with those Chinese students. Maybe I didn't make it clear. I want to work with them, but it's just me. I don't know how to speak out, sometimes I feels very very small when surrounded with these brilliant students. Then, I just spoke one or two words if I'm not mistaken, then I just be the person who wrote down the points that they were discussed about. Actually I just afraid to speak with broken English. I bet they will think that I always didn't give any commitment in a group work.

On that day, in the bus to went back to CASA Subang from TCSJ, I felt badly. I thought about the group work, and I think I still didn't make any differences. So after performed Zuhr prayer, I pray so that Allah will help me and give me the chance to speak in English.

Then yesterday, it's Friday right ? The day that whoever lived in Selangor will go home. Lucky me because my mom went to Shah Alam yesterday to settle down some business, so I don't need to take any train to go home. Guess what ? Subang Jaya is the most jammed city in Selangor I think. So I took bus to CASA Subang, eventhough the road still jammed. There's a Chinese girl came a sat beside me while waiting for the bus. She's so friendly and we had a long conversation. Her name is Yi. She also a Taylor's student but she's in different program, A-Level. I never felt happy like this, I speak in English, and, yeah, she's understood what I want to tell her. Hehe. I didn't felt nervous yesterday.

But then bas mini arrived, and I forgot to tell her "Nice to meet you" just said "bye" :)


Hahaha, sounds so funny, but I believe Allah heard my du'a. :) Thanks Allah.

My confidence rise. :)